Sunday, May 16, 2010

Blogging Backlog

It has been a couple weeks since I posted. It has been crazy busy around here. Not just with the twins but with life in general. The last weeks of school are always busy- so it shouldn't be any different on maternity leave- right?

Here is a run down of the past few weeks:

Both babies got terrible diaper rash, which has been linked back to the "new and improved" Pampers diapers. It was really more like a painful chemical burn on their bums. Thankfully it has finally cleared up- but not without a new diaper brand, prescription, lots of TLC and a couple messages for the doctor.

The babies had their check up last week. Madelyn looks perfect. Jackson has a hydrocele in his scrotum (a fluid filled sack around testicle) that may or may not require surgery. We are hoping for the later. It may have a hernia attached, which would require repair. We are recheck in June at the next dr. appt.

Evy had her dance recital and it was absolutely adorable. She really wants to do Jazz now, even though she really isn't into "touching her booty" She is pretty excited about summer dance and I hope that she can take the hip hop class they offer.



My dear, sweet, strong friend Chrissy and her husband Michael have been in the NICU for several weeks taking care of her premature daughter Lily. Lilian was born April 23- 9weeks early. The doctors discovered through genetic testing that Lily has Trisomy 18 or Edwards Syndrome. Babies with her condition, usually don't survive birth, much less days or weeks of life. They are very lucky to have this precious time with her. She is journalling her life here. Please pray for them. Right now they are doing remarkably well and are living under God's will. However, eventually Lily will take her last breath and go be her Father in heaven leaving her Mom and Dad to grieve.

I have been very blessed to have help with the babies and making dinner from several friends from church. It has been nice to have the conversation and a little pampering. Thanks ladies!

Wednesday I started a new Bible Study at church. I really couldn't decide what I was going to do about the time, but with Michael's encouragement I decided to go for it. I took Madelyn with me- as it is a woman's study. It was kind of precious to be there with my daughter and know that I have the great privilege and responsibility to grow her up in the Word. After that I realized that we haven't done a great job of growing Evy in the Word. We have started to read Bible stories from her bedtime bible devotion book and have spent time praying together as a family. I hope that we can continue this each night. Last night we read about the Widow who gave everything as an offering to Jesus. One of the questions to her was "What is the hardest toy for you to have to give up?" She wasn't too sure what would be hard- if you were giving it to Jesus- she didn't mind. It got me thinking about what in my life would be hard to give up. I am glad that my answer wasn't an earthly possession. I think the whole journey with my friend has made me realize that life is too short and precious to be concerned about the things that will not last. I would give away every possession, picture, garment of clothing, to save Miss Lily's or any member of my families life.

Evy and I also started our garden. We planted pumpkin, green and purple beans, squash corn, watermelon, lettuce and carrots. Michael is planning to get someone to till the ground so that we can plant soon. I will purchase tomato and okra plants once we get the ground tilled. I am so excited to see how they grow and to be able to give Jackson and Madelyn homemade baby food from my garden. I am also planning to learn to can- so we will continue to feed ourselves from the garden during the winter months. I am also thinking of planting more lettuce and carrot seeds in the front flower bed instead of flowers.

Hopefully the next weeks will afford me more time to blog. I have pictures and videos to share!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Super Mom!!!

Many twin moms refer to themselves as supermom! In some cases, this is a true statement. Even after the short time living with multiples, I have learned to accommodate both (and sometimes all) children simultaneously. But there are times that I feel like I am failing majorly. I am sure it is lack of sleep and showers!



This is how I spend part of my days...can't really get much better than that!

Monday, May 3, 2010

103!

Today would have been my Great-Grandma Lillian's 103 birthday...oh how I wish she were still here! I am pretty sure we would have made a trip to St. Louis to see her. But, Old Grandma went to be with the Lord a few days after Evy was born. I didn't even have a chance to tell her about my new daughter. And she won't get to meet the twins. I am sure she is too busy praising up in heaven to look down on us, but I hope that one day she will get to meet my whole family- including Autumn.

There is lots of things I remember about Grandma. She was a very independent woman as she lost her husband in her early 50s due to an accident. Of course I never met my great-grandpa, but I am sure he was a good man. She worked in factories and always wore polyester pant suits to church. She lived with or next door to her son and DIL after the accident. She ate well. None of this non-fat, low-carb junk. She ate bread and cookies. She baked cakes and made bacon and eggs for breakfast. For as long as I knew her only complaint was some arthritis and bunions-which she aided with 8 extra strength Tylenol each day. She lived 98 years in her own place. She liked to watch soaps and listen to Ray Stevens music and the Grand Old Opry. In the summers we would spend time at the farm and take walks down the road together- usually to get the mail. The smell of fresh woods takes me back to that place every time! She loved her dog Buttons and dressed a cement goose on her porch. She was afraid of falling and not being able to get herself up- so she devised a plan to scoot herself outside and use the goose to stable herself to be able swing her legs off the porch and stand up without help. This well thought out plan was going to be practiced, until we ratted her out. The only thing she didn't account for was how to get the front door open while she was laying on the ground... I have many treasured trikets from her that remind me of our days together. I am so thankful she was able to see me get married and follow my first pregnancy. Oh, how I wish she were here to share in the joy of Madelyn and Jackson too!

Happy 103rd Birthday Lillian Ann Mantle.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Saying Hello!



Madelyn was very alert and awake today. She had the hiccups. Bless her heart- they happen all the time. I took this video while burping Jackson...so that is the thumping noise you hear in the background!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

It's not this bad!


Big sister Evy fell asleep while holding Jackson the other day. I couldn't resist snapping a few pictures. While the transition from only have one preschool age child to two infants and her has been quite challenging, God has truly blessed us. The babies are sleeping well and picking up on the feeding. We are enjoying some awake time and they are so cute (and grunty) while they sleep. We are thankful for the long stretches (4-5 hours)at night! Many friends and church family have stopped by and offered to help. I am so grateful for the help- but mostly for the company. We have been so truly blessed!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

They are here!


The Lord has blessed us with two beautiful babies on April 12, 2010! Madelyn Lillian was born at 9:15a. She weighed 6 lbs 4 oz and was 19 1/4 inches long. Jackson Ryan was born at 9:16a. He weighed 6 lbs 10 oz and was 19 3/4 inches long. Jackson was transverse and his arms were crossed against my back and he was a little "stuck". He did have sticky lungs and had to have some canal oxygen and eventually a CPAP for a couple hours the first night. Madelyn was able to be in our room from the very beginning. I was unable to get up for several hours due to the spinal block and did not see Jackson until about 11:30 Monday night. I was able to hold him for about 3 minutes. The next morning he had a chest x-ray which turned out clear. The doctor wanted him monitored through his first bottle on Tuesday morning- to make sure that his O2 stats stayed in the 90s and his breaths didn't increase. The step up nurse didn't want to send him back to our room and wanted to keep monitoring him, although everything was going good. I talked her into to bringing him in to meet Evy when she came from school Tuesday about 11:30am. She brought him in on a "trial" basis and eventually they determined that he was fine and he was able to join his sister in our room. Since joining his Madelyn, he is perfect They enjoy sleeping closely to each other and touching. I really have enjoyed being a mom of twins. Sometimes it is a little difficult when they are both wanting to be fed or changed.

Since coming home on Thursday, I have been pumping, feeding, changing babies and I was worn out. Saturday, I decided that I am going to stop pumping and only formula feed. My mental state is much better since making that decision. Last night they slept in 5 hour increments, so we were blessed and feel like normal parents instead of zombies. I am hoping that same thing happens tonight!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

The last 24 hours of pregancy...

I only have 24 more hours to be pregnant!! I have already spend 6192 hours pregnant...so this last 24 should be a piece of cake...but I have a feeling it will definitely be the hardest! Hopefully, I can sleep tonight!

I was thinking about some of my favorite things about this pregnancy. I am not the kind of person who will oohh and aahh at you and tell you that "I love being pregnant!" cause I don't! I enjoy the end result and the miracle of it all, but I don't enjoy the day to day, in and outs of pregnancy-especially the last parts! But, I do have some memories of this pregnancy that are priceless!

My favorite pregnancy memories:

~being able to share the news with Michael before his birthday (much earlier than expected)

~the day we found out it was twins kind of rocked my world. I was feeling blessed to get two for the price of one (which has since turned out to not be true-twins cost more!!!)

~Dec. 5 we learned we were blessed with a boy and a girl!

~When the babies where about 26 weeks along, they develop the ability to hear noises outside the womb. Michael encouraged Evy to talk to her brother and sister...so she used her hands to pull down my chin and open my mouth and started yelling down my throat to 'talk' to the babies!

~I loved watching the story of Jesus birth (Miracle of Christmas @ Branson) while feeling my own babies kicking inside me...gave me a connection to Mary-but I am definitely blessed that I wasn't chosen to carry the Messiah-I would have been much more difficult to deal with.

I imagine this will be the last of our biological children. I have had ups and downs throughout this journey, but I am very happy that the Lord chose Michael and I to be the parents of Miss Madelyn and Mr. Jackson. I can't wait to see their faces, touch their skin, and make this all feel real...I am so thankful to the Lord for this blessing!